It’s late and it’s slow. Thankfully, in the midst of accomplishing some tasks, I’ve taken time to write this. These next few months will be very testing for me on a multiplanar level.
I managed to knock out the Week 3 of the workout program I designed for myself back in December. The good news was that most of it was doable with the intensity and load I prepared. The bad news is that some of the rust from recovering from the cornea abrasion did affect my lifting strength and endurance. Thankfully, this week is the Deload of the program so I get to give more attention to the stability and endurance aspects.
This past week I’ve started to put the Firebutt #1 paperback in motion for Amazon. Once it’s approved and good to go, you’ll know about it via social media.
I managed to do some mixing for the Gunz Crew album and I have to say that so far, the energy and spirit of the music is different from my previous work but as I have done in the past, all music will be done in 432hz. The reason is simple — the vibration of the sounds isn’t as rigid or stiff and has more flow, which is the main thing I’ve learned through comparing it with normal 440hz tuning.
This has also been a very difficult week for me on a mindset aspect. For those whom aren’t familiar, while my thing has been my weight loss over the years, I also deal with eczema and depression, a double whammy of sorts for me. When eczema shows up via colder weather, my face flakes up, I can barely look myself in the mirror and just wanna hide from everyone. When depression hits, whether due to frustrations coming from current happenings, things not translating as planned or thinking too much on disappointments that like to remind me of them through other experiences, I also tend to hide, not want to speak to anyone and that inexplicable sense of hopelessness just takes over with no mercy. It’s equivalent to a malevolent witch hexing your heart and lungs with knives grafted from your own blood and bones. Then it just disappears out of nowhere, as though bored with torturing me.
Once the spell passed, I focused on my Performance Enhancement studies and from there, I started to really dial in and see where my weaknesses are in my programming and why I am having such an imbalance in composition development with my body. It turns out that some body parts have been positioned into hypertrophy while others are within parameters of power, strength development or stabilization, all the while my ambition is bringing equilibrium among all parts overall in order to avoid structural, movement or energetic imbalance.
As far as nutrition goes, I’ve shifted my macros into 60/20/20, given that due to my job, as well as my training, carbs are a must. I have also noticed my body having weight fluctuations again from 251.5-260, partially due to my feeding schedule being very wild, hence the importance of intermittent fasting.The body sometimes needs a timeout.
I have also resumed some writing for Firebutt #2. The chapter I’m currently writing still has humor but is definitely taking a darker direction, given the focus it has on its destinated character.
Until next time,
Ron Gunz
